My friend himani once exclaimed that ‘celebrations have no meaning without few special people’. Today on my 19th bday I can feel the emotions behind this statement. It’s about 12:30 and my phone is constantly flashing notifications for new message. But since the very first call I answered, I a craving for a call from my best friend. It’s my third bday without her and m feeling awful. Some where deep in my heart it’s hurting me. I am missing those bdays which I celebrated with her. Those sweet memories are constantly dripping thru my eyes. I still have those 2 teddies safely which she gifted me. Am in no mood to celebrate my bday anymore. Wishing to get over it sooner.